Sunday, March 11, 2007
i feel funny.
like one of those times again.
infactuation?
crush?
love?
i dont know.
and i dont wanna care or think about.
i've learnt that long ago.
thinking only make things worse.
and my heart feels more weird.
"are you my guardian angel?"
he asked.
i wish i was.
am i?
who is my guardian angel then?
i think i need one right now yanno.
to friends:
dont come to me telling me you all love me now.
i know you all do.
of course you all do.
and im sure you guys love me as much as i love you all.
but its different.
just different.
what i did now, is probably NOT being alone.
being alone makes me think.
and thinking = bad.
so please dont let me be alone okay?
i love you all.
gee.
i wish i didnt use blogger.
i want certain posts to be private but i dont think blogger has that function.
oh well.
i dont think alot of ppl reads my blog.
i mean only close friends do.
thats good enough.
im not those who post to get attention anyway.
yawns.
many love and thanks to:
mayfen, derrick, dexter
for listening to my craps last night while i was emo-ing.
and yes.
i think i cannot live without these 3 people.
HAHA.
hello new besties.
dont worry abby.
you are still tops. :)
eunice is my new bestie too.
love her so much.
haha.
alright.
blogging it out made me feel better.
i shall go HOMEclub to dance all my troubles out.
chiak.
me_________`e-leen *
8:52 PM
